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FRIENDLY FEMINIZATION STORY - Mom? Could I have girl time all this weekend?

The Pirates had already scored 3 runs to Kevin's team 1 the Tigers, Kevin had not yet got his turn to play, and it was the 8th inning, he knew he would eventually get to play because it was League rules every one had a chance to play for a period of time.

Finally Coach Barns called for Kevin.

Kevin took his short stop position, the pitch went to the batter, and the batter hit a hot grounder right to Kevin, He put every thing he had into catching the ball, but it went right between his legs. The runner that was on 3rd base scored, and that made the score 4 to 1, favor the Pirates. Kevin recovered the ball and made a feeble throw to home plate.

The throw was way late, a few feet wide of the catcher, and several feet short.

Boo's rang from the crowd, and few plays later the Tigers were at bat.

Kevin stepped to the plate determined to bring in the 2 runners on 2nd and third base. Strike one the ump yelled, strike 2 the ump yelled, and finally strike 3 rang across the field.

Kevin's team members gave him a hard time and accused him of loosing the game for them, even though he had been responsible only for allowing the last run. He caught the brunt of his team mates wrath. Then the often time repeated taunts that he thru a ball like a girl.

On the drive home Kevin was near tears, and mom thought it best to let him sort things out for him self.

Kevin felt deep inside even at the age of 11 he felt very deeply he was a failure as a boy. He just could not do the things well that most boys did, like play baseball for instance.

It seemed so very complicated how mom had under very strict rules let him wear girls clothes, when he was in a dress he felt so much more comfortable and a peace came over him, that he felt at no other time.

Kevin loved his wardrobe of dresses, slips, panties, and night wear.

Mom seemed to encourage him in these girl activities, and never pushed or forced him, even grandma and aunt Mandy had seen him in dresses. Then the day came when Mrs. Tanner had given him his piano lesson in a dress.

As they drove home mom wanted to know if he wanted a root beer float, a very definite favorite of his, but he was so down he refused the offer.

Finally as they pulled into the driveway Kevin asked mom, "Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure," mom said, "Ask away."

"Mom? Could I have girl time all this weekend?"

Mom asked back, "Do you mean you want to be Karen for the weekend?"

"Yes Mom, that's what I mean for the whole weekend!"

"Well honey, if that's what you want it's fine with me."

Kevin was feeling better already.

Now finally home it was time to put the miserable ball game behind him, and start being Karen. Kevin had learned the exquisite feeling of a bubble bath it had had become a preliminary necessity to his girl time. Mom had introduced him to this very girlish thing two years ago, and now before every girl time he took a long luxurious bubble bath.

Mom had drawn the bath for him and he stepped into the tub and relaxed, Oh it felt so good, the preliminary shower had washed off the dirt and grime of the ball field. And now the hot water and bubbles would soak into his body and weird as it sounded to him, the feeling made him feel so girlish.

As he leaned back and relaxed he wondered what dress mom would layout for him, he liked it this way, although he could choose his own dress if he wanted to, but it was more fun when mom chose his dress. It was a surprise when he walked in to his room and saw the dress lying on the bed. Often times he would let out a little girlish squeal of delight when he saw what he would be wearing.

Kevin had been in the tub over 30 minutes by now and Mom came in and told him he better get out now and get dressed as the water had cooled down considerably. Mom helped him out and gave him a long towel to wrap around himself. Mom had shown him the proper girl way to put the towel on, high up on his chest because Mom said girls had to cover their top too. Kevin was aware he didn't have those girl things on his chest, but it was what girls had to do, so he did it that way too.

Slipping on the pink Kitty slippers he almost ran into his room he was so happy to get into something more comfortable, like a pretty dress. There lying on the bed was the black and white poke-a-dot dress one of his favorites. Still with the towel on, he opened the panty drawer, Hmm he mused as he tried to decide just what panties would be just right under that dress.

Picking up several and putting them back in the drawer he finally decided on a black pair with some frills around the legs, and waistband, they were of the hip hugger cut. Removing the towel he stepped into his panties, oh! The feeling of those nylon panties felt soooo good. Next he had to decide on just the right slip, again after taking several off the rack from his dress and slip closet and slipping them on, he loved the feeling of the nylon sliding down his body, he decided on a off color white.

With just the slip and panties on he stood in front of the full length mirror, and twisted and turned just to see the movement of the slip on him, and it felt soooo good too!

Next was the dress, he made sure the back zipper was all the way down, and like Mom had taught him, he slipped his arms in the sleeves, then raised his arms over his head, and let the dress slide into position. For the hundredth time he tried to zip the dress all the way up, but only managed to get it part way. Well, he mused Mom would have to help him with the wide belt that tied in to a large bow in the back any way, so she would zip it up for him.

The half round collar trimmed in black, and the full skirt would flare a just a little when he turned fast enough, and of course he loved to do that. The black and white polka-a-dot belt that was permanently attached made the large bow in back.

Next was socks and shoes. A pair of anklets was his choice, they had four rows of frills around the tops, the socks were white, the edges of the frills were black a perfect match to the black and white poke a dot dress. Along with the black Mary Jane shoes, standing in front of the mirror even with the dress only partially zipped up, and the belt hanging down, he twirled just to feel the dress move, then did a curtsey.

Kevin liked to curtsey to because he knew only girls did that, and he loved being a girl in his girl time. Next was the hair. Long hair on boys was coming back into vogue, and he and Mom quickly adopted the style. Sitting in front of the mirror he brushed his long blonde hair, stroking the strands several times, His hair was a topic he loved and hated at the same time, although several boys had long hair, his attracted attention because it was so soft, and he did have a full head of thick blond hair.

He hated being teased by the boys because it looked like girls hair, and he hated being teased by the girls because they said they wished they had such lovely hair like his. But deep down he loved being envied by the girls, because he knew some teased him because they wished they had such nice hair.

Kevin loved his long blond hair, and took the teasing because he loved it so much. He wanted to have the front cut into bangs, because all the girls had bangs, and it looked so nice with their long Pony Tails. But that was out of the question because he wasn't really a girl, but a boy after all, and boys just did not have bangs. Now in front of his vanity mirror he expertly pulled the hair into a perfect Pony Tail and tied a black scrunchy into place.

It was time to go down stairs, and have a nice girl evening with Mom as Karen. Kevin started for the door and down the stairs, when it suddenly dawned on him he should have a necklace on to accent the white wide half round collar trimmed in black. A heart shaped pendant on a thin gold chain looked just right. Bounding down the stairs he relished the breeze that slightly lifted the skirt, and made the slip brush his legs.

Skipping into the living room where Mom was, he asked Mom to zip up the back, and tie the bow for him. Mom asked him to turn around, he made the turn around fast just to feel the movement of the dress.

"Well," mom said, "I see your ready for a fun girl weekend, and Karen I must say you do look lovely today Honey."

"Thanks Mom," was Kevin's reply.

Karen was the name both Kevin and Mom chose when he was in girl time. It converted so easily from Kevin.

Then Mom added, "That dress looks so good on you, I think many girls would like to look as pretty as you in that dress."

Karen's reaction was a deep blush. Then Mom had a great idea, "Lets go to 'Long John Slivers' with the A&W Root Beer for supper."

That sounded good, but Kevin had a concern, the only time he had ever been out the house in a dress, was just on the front porch, never in public. Kevin said, "OK Mom, but just through the 'Drive Through'."

"Why?" Mom asked, "You look absolutely stunning, nobody would ever now you're a boy. Honey you make a very pretty girl, you should get out now and then, it will make you feel good, to know your such a pretty girl."

It took some convincing but Mom won out, the promise of a root beer float, was all the convincing he needed. And they were headed for the car. Kevin had several urges to tell Mom he changed his mind about going in to 'Long Johns', but decided he would try it just this once and prayed there wouldn't be any one there that would recognize him.

Once in the Mall Kevin thought they would go straight to Long Johns, but Mom made a detour, Kevin asked Mom about the detour.

"Honey," Mom said, "if your going to be a girl, you need to learn to carry a purse."

This took Kevin by surprise, as he never gave a purse the slightest thought, it took a moment for that idea to sink in. Inside K Mart they headed straight for the purses. Mom took what seemed like a long time to finally pick one out, all the time explaining how important it was to have just the right purse for they way you were dressed, if you had a dress or slacks or what ever, the purse should always match your outfit.

When she got down to finally making a selection of one or two, she said I guess black would look good with the black poke dots on your dress. Then handing the purse to Kevin she showed him how to slip the strap over the shoulder and place his hands on the purse, then had him walk up and down the aisle to see how it looked, all the time adding little bits of instructions on carrying the purse.

Kevin took it to so very natural, it actually stunned Mom. Several other customers were watching, as they were sure here was a mom buying her daughters first purse, the smiles Kevin and mom received were warm and friendly.

At the check out counter Kevin held his newest girl possession with pride, Mom had him place it on the counter and open it, and gave him instructions on how to place it on the counter and open it in a very feminine fashion.

The clerk smiled at Kevin and asked, "Is this your first purse honey?"

Kevin was to shocked to answer, and Mom smiled and said, "Yes."

The clerk smiled again and said, "You have a lovely daughter."

"Thank you," Mom said.

Kevin was still trying to recover from the clerks statement when they left the store.

At last Kevin thought they were going to eat, but Mom had one more stop. The nail salon had a sign that said walk ins welcome, no appointments necessary. Mom gave the girl instructions on what she wanted for her daughter. The technician commented on this being the first time for her to have her nails done, mom said yes.

Being referred to as "her" by a total stranger shocked Kevin again. Extensions were put on and the brightest red color Kevin had ever seen was applied. As the technician worked Mom and her struck up a conversation.

The first question she asked is, "What's your name honey?"

"Karen," was Kevin's reply.

"Oh that is such a pretty name," was her reply.

The Conversation centered around 'her' first purse, and how striking the bright red nails would stand out against the black purse. The tech. Also made the comment more than once that her daughter was so pretty, both Mom and Kevin would smile at each other when she said that.

By this time both mother and daughter were starving, so into Long Johns they went. However before they ordered both had a pressing need. As they were heading for the rest rooms when it dawned on Kevin where they were going he suddenly stopped, balking at the idea of going into the ladies room.

"But Mom, I was never in a ladies room."

Mom laughed and said, "Well honey there's always a first time and this is your first time now."

Kevin was still holding back, and Mom said, "Honey if you want to go into the boy's room wearing that dress, go ahead."

Taking Kevin's hand Mom led him into his first ladies room. Each choosing a stall they went in, Kevin knew very well how to go when wearing a dress, when both emerged, Mom went to the table and laid her purse on It, telling Kevin to do the same. Then having him open the purse she gave him some money to put into it explaining you can pay for our meal.

This was all a very big first for Kevin, when they ordered and it came time to pay Kevin opened his new purse displaying the bright red nails, and in feminine grace completed the purchase. The clerk smiled at Kevin and remarked on such beautiful nails, even Kevin noticed how the red nails looked against the black purse, and was amused at how they looked as the nails moved to complete the task.

While eating, Mom reminded Kevin what was ahead for the weekend. First thing was his piano lesson in the morning then they would be going to grandma's for Aunt Mandy'' birthday party.

While eating Kevin noticed a couple of girls looking at him, and when he smiled back one smiled back, Kevin thought they were pretty too. But he noticed they were not wearing dresses they had on jeans. They kept looking at him and giggling, and the giggling began to make Kevin nervous. He tried to keep from looking back, but couldn't help wondering what they were giggling about. Finally their mother made them stop, but not before giving Kevin a very severe stare. He had no idea what the problem was, and mom was facing the opposite way so she had no idea what was happening.

It was about this time Kevin noticed a boy who was sitting diagonally across from him also staring at him, and he to was smiling. This whole situation was starting to really bug Kevin and he was getting the feeling that the girls and the boy were beginning to see he was a boy in dress, and Kevin was getting very nervous.

Mom noticed his nervousness and asked what was the matter. Kevin told mom about the situation, and mom said she had no idea what was going on, and fell silent on the subject, then after several minutes she had an idea.

"Kevin!" she asked, "Do you have your knees together?"

This was an on going problem with him so the idea just popped into mom's head. Kevin suddenly realized his legs were wide apart, and just as suddenly slammed them together. At the same time his faced turned beat red and mom got the message at the same time.

She scolded him saying how many times have I told you to keep your knees together, so you don't show the whole world your panties. Kevin was in state of embarrassment and it was telling on his face. He had shown the whole world his panties, and was humiliated by the realization. As he slammed his legs together he also slid over in the seat while pulling the dress as far down his legs as he could.

The girls started giggling out loud again and the boy smiled. His smile seemed to say thanks girly I enjoyed the view. Kevin suggested they get out of there as soon as possible.

It wasn't till later Kevin suddenly realized the look up his dress he had given the girls and the boy, it dawned on him the black panties really stood out against his white slip. His face turned crimson again at the thought.

Kevin knew about the plans for the weekend when he had asked mom to have girl time all weekend, but with the miserable day at the ball game he had forgot all about the big weekend plans.

This was some concern to him, as Mrs. Tanner had seen him in a dress only once or twice, Kevin was concerned about it now, and Grandma and even Aunt Mandy had seen him in a dress, it was always hard for Kevin to present himself in front of them wearing a dress. Mrs. Tanner always said he played the piano better when he wore a dress, and Grandma and Aunt Mandy seemed to enjoy having a girl around for a change.

But he still had that weird feeling. The conversation took a turn when Mom said, "Honey I think you need a couple more things to be the pretty young lady your turning out to be."

"What's that?" Kevin asked.

Mom just smiled and said, "After were finished here you'll see."

Soon they were done eating and walking down the mall, Kevin was very definitely enjoying his girl clothes and people looking at them and smiling. They did make a pretty scene walking in the mall together, here was a attractive mother with her pretty daughter out shopping and enjoying it.

The surprise was in the women's accessory shop, and Mom began sorting through the earrings, Kevin wondered if he was going to get his ears pierced because he knew pierced ears were the thing for girls. Boys to had pierced ears, but usually only one ear for boys.

As it turned out that was not for today, and Mom selected about six pairs of clip-ON's for Kevin, and before they left Mom opened one package, and had Kevin stand there while she clipped a pair of large hoop earrings to his ears. This was very new to him and it excited him to move his head so he could feel the earrings move.

Then mom saw some very nice girls wallets, and told Kevin he needed a wallet to carry his money in his purse, they purchased a red wallet, with a change pocket and places for pictures. Also added to the purchase was a package of scrunchies of different colors, white, red, black, gold, and green. A hair clip was also added. Kevin knew what that was for, it would keep his hair from falling forward when it wasn't in a pony tail.

At home at last it was late evening and Kevin had a good shower and changed into a long nightgown with lots of lace and ruffles. Mom changed to and they enjoyed the evening watching TV, and having girl talk, both in their nighties. Mostly about Saturday and Sunday activities, his piano lesson and the weekend at Grandmas.

Kevin slept well looking forward to the next two days as Karen.

Chapter 2


After failing badly at the Little League game yesterday Kevin was very down, he asked his Mother if he could have Girl Time all this weekend. Her answer was a wonderful shopping trip to the mall and Kevin's first time out dressed as a girl. Except for the little incident at Long John Silvers it was a wonderful time.

The opportunity to wear a dress and have girl time all weekend made Kevin forget some commitments he had for the weekend, but now that he was committed to girl time for the entire weekend, there was no backing out, even a whole weekend at Grandma's and his cousins would be there too. There was mixed feelings about him wearing dresses with his Aunt and his cousins, especially that fat little asshole his cousin David, he was 16. He was an obnoxious bragging pudgy asshole as far as Kevin was concerned. He teased Kevin without mercy about him wearing dresses and Aunt Helen would do nothing about it. Even Mom couldn't make him stop. David's sister Sara was a pain too, she was 14 and was would sometimes tease him too. Kevin really didn't like Sara very much, she was tomboy and didn't like things girls usually like, like girly clothes, especially dresses, she rarely wore a dress, only when she had too. She was so into sports and hardly ever acted like a girl. Kevin thought that was such a waste, here she was a real girl and wanted to be boy. It seemed like she always wore boy's jeans, Kevin hated that.

Jillian, was 11 Sara and David's younger sister, her and Kevin were good friends Kevin and Jillian got along very well together, Kevin was the only one that would play girl games with her and they became good friends. Sara and David would tease Jillian saying her only girl friend was a faggot boy that wore dresses.

Kevin woke to a bright sun shining through his bedroom window. Yesterday started out so terribly bad with the ball game and his team mates blaming him for losing the game, but it was a great finish with Mom letting him have his girl time and his first time out of the house dressed as Karen. What a fun time him and Mom had shopping, he suddenly remembered his bright red nails and couldn't help taking a peek at them now. The red nails reminded him of the black purse Mom bought him and how the nails looked when he handled the purse and then all the compliments he got about being such a cute little girl.

Jumping out of bed and making a mad dash for the bath room he didn't even notice the sticky goo in his panties, it was when he pulled his baby doll nightie up and pulled his panties down so he could pee, he noticed the wet the spot in the panties and a quick check of the baby doll nightie he realized he had another one of those wet dreams Mom called them. The thought occurred to him then it really wasn't a fun dream, it was the incident in Long John Silvers when he was sitting with his legs apart and the two girls where giggling at him because he was sitting so unladylike and that darn boy was getting an eye full of his panties, why that should give him a wet dream he didn't have a clue, but never the less the mess was there.

Today was Saturday and a big weekend was before him now, he was so upset over the miserable ball game and was in such a hurry to get a nice girly bubble bath and put a dress on he forgot the weekend commitments, like the piano lesson this morning and then the trip to Grandma's for Aunt Mandy's birthday party.

The piano lesson wouldn't be too bad as Mrs. Tanner had given him a lessons in a dress before, so Kevin wouldn't be to self conscious when she gave him his lesson while he wore a dress this time.

But going to Grandma's all weekend dressed like a girl, was something else. For one thing Mom always stopped at the rest stop and he knew he would be going into the Ladies room, that made him a little nervous, he and Mom had gone into the Ladies room at Long John Silvers yesterday, but they were the only ones in there at the time. He felt very strange when he lifted his dress and pulled his panties down and watched as his Mother pulled her panties down, then sat down, he felt very strange as he heard his Mother pee, he had to force himself to make himself go. Today on a Saturday at the highway rest stop it would be crowed and he might very well be doing the same thing next to a stranger.

About that time Mom interrupted his thoughts when she called up and said she was starting breakfast. His reply was Mom I have to shower first and get dressed. Jumping into the shower he wished he had the time for a nice long bubble bath, but he had to move along because today would be full of adventures for a boy wearing a dress and some he thought might be pretty scary, but after all the compliments he got yesterday and nobody suspected he was boy, he felt good and he would manage quite well today as Karen.

Mom called up again and asked if he needed any help in picking out a dress for today, no Mom I can manage my self.

Mom had some thoughts her self, having an effeminate son was something she was coping with very well, although she loved Kevin with all her heart and would have loved him just as much if he were a robust athletic boy, she thanked her lucky stars Kevin was so effeminate, she did really want a girl too, just so she could pamper her with all the things little girls love, that she never had when she was little.

Raised in a family were the father was not overly abusive, but not loving either, he hardly ever worked and did on occasion knock her and her sister around some. Mom supported the family and was far to busy to spend time with her and her sister and there was never enough money to spend on frivolous things like dolls and nice clothes like the other girls got to wear.

Now with her late husband dead and Kevin with no fatherly figure in his life and his desire to wear girl's clothes, with the generous insurance settlement she could afford to provide him with the girly desires he seemed to love so much. And it filled the hole she had for having a daughter; it was only yesterday that they had ventured out into public with Kevin as Karen. This was a landmark in Audrey's life, to go shopping with her daughter.

Audrey's whole family knew of Kevin and his girly clothes, not fully approving, but only tolerating it and only tolerating Audrey's approval of the practice, but at least they all knew Kevin would be Karen for the weekend at Mom's parents house. Her Father now an invalid did not approve at all, but was incapable of doing anything about it, so he just lived with it.

Running from the bathroom after the shower and a towel wrapped around himself in true girl fashion high on his chest, he always wrapped the towel this way, because that's the way girls did it. He knew he would never have those girl things on his chest, but after all he was Karen for the weekend and he could pretend he had breasts for now at least. The thought occurred to him, maybe someday he would ask Mom about getting a bra, just so he would know how it would feel wearing it.

Now it was time to find a dress for the day, after giving this some thought he decided to ask Mom for some help after all.

Mom! He called down stairs, when she answered, he said, hey Mom what do you think I should wear today?

Oh honey I don't know, I haven't given it much thought, then after a moments hesitation she said, I'll be right up.

On her arrival in Kevin's bedroom, Kevin was getting excited about what dress they would decide on. Mom started out by saying, I think in order to save time you should wear what ever your going to wear to Grandma's. Of course I have a pretty little party dress for you for the party.

But for now, lets see what we can find to take your piano lesson in and travel to Grandma's.

It all started by opening the door to Kevin's big walk in closet and dozens of dresses and slips hung there, all carefully selected from time to time by Kevin and Mom and each one had a little story behind it, always Kevin would be in a hurry to get home to try it on and always wore it for at least a full day, because it was so much fun to wear and it felt so good just being in a new dress. Of course he never got to wear any out side the house till yesterday, of course the black and white Polk a dot dress he wore to the mall yesterday was now in the wash, but no real girl would be caught dead in the same dress two days in a row anyway. Today it had to be something fresh and different.

Mom mentioned the weather for today would be bright and sunny with a slight breeze. She suggested and Kevin agreed on a yellow with red pin stripes sundress. Spaghetti shoulder straps held the dress in place, a narrow low cut bodice and a flaring skirt, a three inch wide belt for securing around the waist and making a narrow bow in the back, after the dress selection Mom said she would go back down stairs and finish getting breakfast ready. It was up to Kevin to get all the undies and accessories needed to make it look cute and girly. Kevin was getting excited already just thinking of all fun he was having just selecting what he was going to wear and he didn't even have any thing on yet!

Being at Grandma's with all the people there and his cousins, especially the ass hole he didn't want any panty showing on his part, the ordeal at Long Johns yesterday was enough and no repeat panty showing today, or the weekend for that matter. The sun dress was a tad short, so panties that matched as closely as possible, but wait he had a better idea, a white slip, then a light pink panties would be no problem, that would make it a little harder to get a good look at his panties. The problem came up that the light pink panties must be in the wash because he couldn't find them, so he settled for a brighter pink.

The pink bikini panties with some lace around the waistband and legs, a plain white slip, then he had a thought. With the full skirt on the sundress he thought a light petticoat might help the skirt stand out a little more. He decided to ask Mom's advice on that, she said most definitely, so Kevin hunted down a petticoat from his collection of slips and petticoats he always liked the feel of a slip slipping over his body and this time was no exception, then the thrill of sliding into the dress. It zipped up the back and that was always a problem, he could never get the darn zippers all the way up, this time was no exception, Mom would have to finish that for him, he could never get a bow tied in the back either, so Mom could do both jobs for him when he got to Mom. Finally a pair of yellow anklets with a dash of red trim around the edges. And a pair of black flats. The black flats would match the new black purse Mom bought him yesterday.

Sitting in front of the mirror with the deftness of an expert he pulled his below the shoulder length hair back and stuffed it into a red scrunchie, he wished he could have bangs, because he thought pony tails looked so much better with bangs. His hair was a problem, even with the long hair back in vogue for boys, his was soft almost girlish and the boys teased him about it, some times the girls would embarrass him when they teased him and say they wished they had hair as pretty as his. But he really did love his girly hair, he just couldn't admit it in front of the other boys or girls for that matter.

But he did realize after all he was really a boy and boys didn't wear bangs and he did wear boys clothes most of the time. This weekend was a special treat, because Mom felt sorry for him in the ball game yesterday.

Finally he was ready to go down stairs and have mom zip him up and tie the bow. Half running down the stairs he liked the feel of a breeze gently lifting the dress and just touching his panties was always a thrill for him. Finally Mom caught him in the kitchen and he asked her to do the honors with the bow and zipper.

While tying the bow Mom asked, honey why aren't you wearing a pair of the earrings I bought you yesterday? Kevin replied with a gee Mom I forgot, I'll get a pair now ok?

Kevin hurried upstairs and scurried around till he found a pair of black teardrops, that hung down about an inch and a half, after trying these on he liked the way they felt when he moved his head.

The thought also occurred to him the black earrings would also match the black purse and shoes.

The earrings made him think that a necklace would be nice, he chose a necklace Mom had given him a long time ago.

That necklace brought back some memories, it wasn't long after Mom started to let him play dress up in some of her clothes, on this particular day she had helped him with one of her evening dresses. He thought now how silly he must have looked, the dress was way to long and big, the shoes were to big too, but he remembered the thrill of trying to walk in the high heels, that thrill never left him. After the dress up session Mom gave him the necklace to keep. A long gold chain and heart shaped locket, with Dad's picture in it. Mom said Dad had given it to her the night he asked her to marry him. It was so very special to her and for Kevin to cherish it forever, this he promised to do.

It did look so very girlish, it hung just right almost down to wear he would have cleavage if he were to have any at all. It accented his neck and the gold matched the yellow in his dress.

Back down stairs he tied an apron on so he wouldn't spill any thing on his dress, finally with breakfast completed Mom, told him to go and practice some on his piano lesson and she would do the dishes.

Kevin was in joyous mood as he swept his skirt under and sat down on the piano stool. A whole weekend as Karen, the thought popped into in his head as to what party dress Mom picked out for him. He seemed to become fascinated by his red fingernails dancing over the piano keys, it was something he didn't expect from the simple act of painting his fingernails. But he continued to watch the bright red nails dance as he got caught up in the music, his playing took on a new emotion of grace and rhythm and even Mom heard and felt this new feeling that was flowing into his music and commented on how beautiful it sounded this morning. Kevin didn't even notice the time and continued to play till he heard the knock on the door that would certainly be Mrs. Tanner.

Mrs. Tanner made the customary greetings and remarked how cute Kevin looked. The lesson went very well. But Mrs. Tanner couldn't help remark on why Mom let him dress like a girl, Mrs. Tanner didn't really mind it, it was just that it was so unusual she could not help but say something. Mom just passed it off as a harmless little thing he likes to do.

Finally the lessons were over and it was time to pack the van for the trip to Grandma's. There were about five suitcases and a couple of other packages and Kevin just had to ask why so much baggage? Mom simply replied, honey you know how us girls are, with all our clothes and make up there never seems to be and end to it. Kevin was getting the idea there was lot more to being a girl than just wearing a dress once in a while.

Kevin was dying to know what party dress Mom had brought along for Aunt Mandy's birthday party. He knew it would be a very pretty one, although he actually only had two party dresses and either one would be great, but he just had to ask any way. When he asked Mom said try and guess, Kevin thought that wouldn't be to hard as he only had two. You can imagine his surprise when Mom said both guesses were wrong. She to was excited about his party dress and confessed she had purchased one on line and it was just absolutely so girlish, she said she liked so well she wished she could have one too. She had some concern about a proper fit, but she was knowledgeable about Kevin's sizes so she took the chance.

Kevin begged to see it, but Mom said no it would spoil the surprise. Kevin begged some more, but finally gave up. He did ask if there were matching shoes, Mom said of course, then she said ever thing matches, as she said that she gave a quizzical look at Kevin, that puzzled him for minute, then he blushed as he realized she meant the panties too.

The van loaded and they were soon headed for Grandma's, after about an hour and half of riding the urge to go to the bathroom were pressing for both Mom and Kevin. Soon the rest area came up and Kevin tried to brace him self for a new experience.

As they pulled into a parking space next to another car, a young girl of 12 or 13 got out along with what was obviously her parents and headed for the building, Kevin and Mom were several steps behind them. Kevin quickly noticed that she too had a sundress on; it seemed of light cotton and flared out much the same way as Kevin's.

The girl was several feet from the building when a sudden gust of wind caught the front her skirt and lifted it up to her waist, she quickly caught it and with both hands and put it back into place. Kevin to smiled to himself as he thought how she might be slightly embarrassed by the incident. Kevin didn't have time to reflect on her plight, the next instant his dress was flying high up to his waist, he frantically clawed at it to bring it back into place with both hands pulling the skirt down, he noticed three boys getting and eyeful from both girls and showing no shame in enjoying the view. The boys now passed the girl in front of him and they were smiling at Kevin as he struggled to keep the front of his dress down. He acted as if he ignored them, as they passed behind him, they turned to get another look, just then the wind gusted even harder and the back of his dress flew up all the way to his shoulders, slip and all. Kevin tried in a frantic motion of contortions to keep the front down and to bring the back down at the same time, another problem occurred at the same time, the strap from his purse also slid off his shoulder and he was fighting the purse strap and the front and back of his high flying dress at the same time. He felt the strong breeze between his legs and it seemed very cool against his nylon panties. He hoped the boys didn't turn around to see this latest catastrophe. He had no way of knowing either way, as he kept his vision straight ahead.

But the boys did turn around to get a good look and gave a loud whistle to let out their satisfaction. Also several other people got a good look at his panties, but of course they didn't let on.

Once inside they went straight for the ladies room. This was Kevin's second time in a ladies rest room, but yesterday at Long John Silver's it was only him and Mom, no one else was in the rest room, after his initial resistance all went well. But this was a whole different story.

The first thing that took him by surprise, was the line, he hadn't ever experienced a long line in the men's room, but there were 5 or 6 ladies at the front of the line and the girl and her Mom directly in front of him. Soon it was the girls turn and she headed into the stall, about the same time a stall directly in front of her Mom opened and she went in, the next instant the stall between the Mom and the girl opened and Kevin had no choice but to go in.

He suddenly found himself having to lower his panties and sit down between two strangers, a young girl and her Mother. He looked to his right and saw underneath the stall the young girls yellow panties, with lace and frills around the waist band and legs, also what seemed like a lacy crotch, then he looked over to his left and saw the dark blue plain panties of her Mother. About that time he heard the girl peeing, then shortly her Mother started to pee. It seemed to Kevin time stood still, the sound of the two strangers peeing was like a waterfall, it seemed as if life stood still, Kevin couldn't make himself go.

He had stood many times between two men peeing and never gave it a thought, but this was some how different, this was how girls did it. And to them it was no different. It was instinct that told Kevin he was in a very intimate sanctuary that women, only women were ever aloud to enter, he was mesmerized by the thought, finally he forced himself to go. He was peeing when he heard the girl tear off some paper so she could wipe, soon her Mom did the same, then he heard the flush and both left.

Then Kevin's Mom entered and he watched as she lowered her Jeans' and the dark blue panties came down next, then he heard her start to pee, Kevin quickly wiped pulled his panties into place and smoothed out his dress and quickly exited the stall, the next lady in line took his stall. He noticed the girl and her Mom fixing their hair, Kevin stepped up next to the girl and began redoing his ponytail.

As he looked into the mirror while doing his hair, the girl alongside smiled at him as she did her hair also, no words were spoken, just two girls smiling at each other in passing. Kevin couldn't help but wonder what would have happened if the girl and every one else in this very private sanctuary knew he was a boy. What would happen if this cute girl fixing her hair knew she had just went through the intimate act of peeing next to a boy.

When Mom and Kevin were ready they exited the building, this time Kevin was ready for the wind, as they walked toward their car, Kevin noticed a family headed in, a boy and two girls, one girl had on shorts, but the other a straight skirt. He watched as the wind blew up her skirt, but no embarrassing incident happened to her.

Soon they buckled up and were back on the highway, Kevin remembered his thoughts earlier this morning, today would be bring some new adventures to him out in public dressed as a girl. This one at the rest stop was just the first, what lay at ahead at Grandma's had some serious concerns for Kevin and those concerns occupied his thoughts as they drove on.

Finally Mom asked Kevin why he was so quiet? I was just thinking about being in the ladies room and doing it with other girls, it was pretty scary, honest Mom it was. That even took Mom by surprise as she was getting so used to Kevin being Karen she never gave the ladies room a thought. She replied, well honey you broke the ice, it will be easier from now on, I hope so was Kevin's reply.

He was also having second thoughts about this thing at Grandma's, with the family there and all, he was looking forward to playing with Jillian, but then Sara might give him a hard time and no doubt David the asshole would, he would have to keep his composure, no matter what. He couldn't take David in a fight, he was way to big, he would just have to bear the brunt of his teasing and hope David would hang himself in the process.

After the forty minute drive, Mom pulled into Grandma's drive way.

Chapter 3

Mom parked the van and Kevin noticed Aunt Helen's van was not there so they were the first to arrive. Each grabbed a suit case and headed into the house. Grandma and Aunt Mandy gave Mom a great big hug, then they stared at Kevin in a teasing way, Aunt Mandy said what a lovely girl you are Karen, you are just adorable, come her let me give you a big hug. Grandma also gave out some bear hugs, Kevin could never understand how such a frail old lady could give such breathtaking hugs, but he received his in his normal accepting way.

When the greetings were all over Mom and Kevin unpacked the van, Kevin was still amazed at how much baggage Mom had brought, finally he just had to ask again why so much baggage? Mom said, well honey first of all were going to be here two days. So we both need clothes for the two days, then we all have to dress for the party and that consists of a whole wardrobe for both of us, then of course my make up is there to, plus the gifts for Aunt Mandy, so that's why so much stuff. That made sense to Kevin so he just started lugging it all up stairs, he put Mom's in Grandma's spare room, what used to be Aunt Helen's room when she lived at home. His room was what used to be Mom's room. This gave Kevin an extra thrill to be staying in his Mom's room. Much of the decor was still intact, but not nearly as girly as he would have pictured in his mind, nor was Aunt Helen's room very girly, they were both rather plain. The only thing that remained was a very old doll house that used to be Mom's Grandma's that she given to her grand daughters a long time ago. Kevin always played with that doll house and some dolls his Grandma had collected. Today he and Jillian would no doubt be playing with the doll house and the dolls again.

Kevin hoped Jillian would bring some of her Barbie's, as they both loved to play with the Barbie's.

After the baggage was all in place, he got one the dolls out and laid down on the floor with his legs toward the open door, he didn't give a second thought to his wide spread legs and his dress high on his butt. He was well engrossed in dressing the doll in a pair of Capri's and a flowered top when he heard the loud taunting of "hey Fairy boy having fun playing with your dolly"?

Kevin had been so engrossed in dressing the doll he didn't even hear Aunt Helen and her brood arrive, and he certainly didn't hear David come up the stairs. But here he was and he didn't waste any time teasing Kevin.

The next thing out his mouth was, "nice pink panties you have Fairy Boy", Kevin slammed his legs together, and turned beet red as he realized he had already did what he swore he would not let happen this weekend, he had his legs apart again and of all people to see his panties, it had to be the ass hole.

As he stepped inside the room Sara and Jillian stepped in too, Sara added her bit when she said, "Not very lady like there Cousin," Jillian said nothing, David spoke up saying hey fairy boy are you a boy or girl? Kevin replied quickly I'm a boy and you know it!"

David: You sure look like a girl to me.

Sara: Yeah me too!

David: So you see, were all kind of confused here, so if you're a boy, why you don't prove it right here and now!

Kevin: I don't have to prove anything. And besides how would I prove it any way?

Sara and Jillian stood there with their arms folded on their chest, waiting for David's answer to that very interesting question.

David: Easy, just let us see what you have under those panties you're wearing.

It took a while for Kevin to comprehend what David meant by that. But decided to ask just exactly what he meant by under those panties any way, so he asked.

David: simple, just pull up your dress up and pull your panties down, and we can all know for sure if you're a girl or a boy.

Kevin was in shock as he heard these word's from David. It took a few minutes for the whole thing to sink in. There was no way he was going to pull his panties down in front of any body! It didn't matter if he were a boy or girl, that just was not going to happen.

The next shocker came from Sara.

Sara: Yea that's right, then we'll all no for sure, so why don't you just do it? If you're a girl it doesn't matter because there are two girls here and girls see each other down there lots of times. It only would matter to David, and that's your tough luck for being like you are. And if you're a boy, it'll just be me and Jillian to see you down there. So come on Kevin or Karen, what ever you are, pull your panties down so we can know for sure.

Kevin thought about making a run for it, but the three of them had him trapped. There was no way he was going to pull his panties down! Just no way. He told them in no uncertain terms that was not going to happen, not now not ever!

The three started to approach him with some very menacing looks on their faces, David leading the trio, he said either you pull them down or we'll do it for you, make up your mind little girl, or boy, or what ever you are, were going to find out for sure, so you pull them down for us, or we do it! You have about five seconds to make up your mind!

Kevin had to do something, and do it fast, he thought about screaming, but that might attract too much attention. So he just hollered as loud as he could, LEAVE ME ALONE, AND GET OUT OF HERE! RIGHT NOW! With out thinking about it, he stomped his foot with a loud bang. It had the desired effect. Aunt Helen and Grandma both at the same time yelled up stairs, WHAT IS GOING ON UP THERE?

They all heard Aunt Helen making her way up the stairs; Kevin was relieved to know his ploy worked, to his great relief. The thought of Aunt Helen's imminent arrival broke up the little party.

Just before she got there, ass hole leaned close to Kevin's ear and whispered, this isn't over yet fairy, it's going to happen today, so make up your mind, I'm going to see what you have under that pretty dress and those cute pink panties, and I'll know today!.

That shook Kevin to the core, he thought if worse came to worst it would only be David to see him down there, after all lots of kids had seen each other in the showers in school, of course they were all boys there. So if ass hole did by some way make it him do it, he could make himself live with that, but he would do every thing he possibly could to keep that from happening.

He was sure Sara and Jillian wouldn't give him any more problems in that area, he was sure they just went along with what was happening at the time. So all he really had to do was avoid David as much as he possibly could, and not give him a chance to get him alone any where.

Aunt Helen's arrival broke up the scene and with a stern admonishment told them to try and get along for once, and play nice for a change.

David couldn't help but get in the last word, and said there's no way I'm going to play with HIM! In a dress. Besides I don't play with dolls, and neither do I chipped in Sara. And with that David, Sara and Aunt Helen left the room.

Jillian stayed and soon got interested in dressing the doll's, Kevin tried to make some small talk, but Jillian seemed strangely quiet for some reason unknown to Kevin. He made several attempts at conversation with no luck. This started to make Kevin uneasy, so he asked Jillian what was wrong? Oh nothing was her reply for the third time. Kevin was getting an uneasy feeling in his stomach.

He began to wonder if David's and Sara's teasing about him being her only fairy girl friend was starting to have its effect on her.

Kevin: Come on Jillian something's wrong I can tell because your not talking to me. And that's not fair I've' always been your friend, and if your mad at me its only fair you tell me why.

Jillian: It's nothing you did and I'm not mad at you at all.

Kevin: Then what?

Jillian: I'm not aloud to say.

Kevin: Now you really got me upset, come on Jill tell me, I won't say nothing I promise, it's just not fair to me for you to act this way.

Jillian: I know, but I just can't say anything. Not right now any way.

With those words Kevin started crying, Jillian said see, your crying just like a girl.

Kevin stomped out of the room and went into bathroom closed the door but did not lock it, and freshened up his face so no one would know he had been crying, fixing his pony tail in true girl fashion out of habit and not even realizing he was doing it. The next thing he did was lift his dress and lower his panties and sat down to relieve him self, He was in the process when the door suddenly burst open and in walked David. Kevin screamed at him to get out, but of course the ass hole wasn't about to leave with out having the last word. After actually being surprised him self at Kevin being in the bathroom, he exclaimed, "well fairy boy you even take a piss like girl" I better see what you really do have in your panties, come what is it? A dick or a pussy? Kevin screamed at him again to get out. He did leave this time, but said hurry up fairy I need to take a piss too.

After recovering from the latest incident with the ass hole he finished his business, and pulled him self together and headed down stairs.

There he tried to hang around with the adults, but they did a good job of ignoring him so he found a quiet corner and sat there in silence, and wondering what was bothering Jillian.

Soon he noticed Sara and Jillian whispering to each other and giving Kevin some curious glances this made Kevin even more nervous. He was having some very serious doubts about the decision to come here wearing a dress. But he was stuck with the dresses because he knew Mom did not bring any boy clothes with them, so he was going to be Karen for the weekend like it or not, and he was starting to not like it! And for good reason, the ass hole started in on him from the first minute he arrived, and that horrible demand for him to pull his panties down, from that moment on, the rest of the weekend could have some disastrous results. Now with Sara and Jillian obviously making some plans, Kevin had the gut wrenching feeling that those plans included him in some way. It was the looks they kept giving him while they whispered that made him so nervous.

His stomach did a flip flop when the whispering session broke up and Sara walked away, and Jillian headed straight for him.

Come on Kev lets go back up stairs and play. Did you bring your game Boy? Yeah was Kevin reply

Good go get it and I have a new Barbie game we can play on our Game boys.

That sounded better than just sitting in the corner being ignored, so they soon had the game boys hooked together and started playing Mystery Horse. A game where the player controlled Barbie and picked up mystery packages, with two players connected by a cable to each Game boy controller.

They were deeply engrossed for several minutes, Kevin forgot about the tension between them he became so interested in the game, and neither one heard Sara enter the room.

She watched the two for several minutes, when she spoke she nearly startled the two players.

Sara: Hey Kev, how old are you know.

Kevin: 12 why?

The next question surprised Kevin so much he lost his breath.

Sara: Do you wear a bra?

Kevin was too surprised to answer, and she had ask twice more, the last time more emphatically.

He finally squeaked out a no, why?

Sara: I just wondered. Because most girls by that age wear bras.

Kevin: You know I'm not really a girl. So I don't have those things on my chest.

Sara: I didn't ask you if you had tits? I asked if you ever wore a bra?

Kevin: If I don't have those things, why would I wear a bra?

Sara: You wear other girl's clothes why not a bra?

Kevin: Because I don't have those things on my chest, and I don't need too.

Sara: I know you don't have tits, but by the time most girls are your age, they need some cleavage, even if have they don't have big tits. So they wear pads in their bras to fill them out.

Kevin: What's that got to do with me. And what's cleavage?

Sara and Jillian both laughed at that question, it seemed to be a really stupid question. Kevin didn't like being laughed at, especially being made to look stupid.

Sara: Cleavage is what the tits make in a dress; you know the lumps on top of the dress where her tits are.

Kevin: Why are you asking me these questions?

Sara: You want to be like a girl, right?

Kevin: Sometimes.

Sara: Well were all girls here, so were just talking girl talk. Did you ever try a bra on? Just to see what its like?

Kevin: No

Sara: Not even one of your Mom's?

Kevin: No not ever. Why?

Sara: Do you want to?

Kevin had to think about that for awhile.

Sara asked again, well do you want to try it?

Kevin: I don't know.

Jillian: Sure you do and you know it. You wore panty hose and three inch heels before.

Kevin: How do you know that?

Jillian: I heard your Mom tell my Mom that's how I know.

Kevin: Well that's not a bra.

Sara: Bra's are still girl clothes, and since you've worn every other piece of girl's lingerie, why not a bra.

Kevin: What's the big deal if I ever wore a bra or not? So what if I didn't?

Sara: No big deal, I just wondered if you ever did, or if you ever really wanted too.

This conversation was taking a weird turn, and Kevin's stomach was churning. His stomach wasn't the only thing that was getting nervous. The feeling in his panties was also beginning to get Kevin's attention. Like when his panties would feel extra nice, or when he had worn a really nice dress that day. The last couple of times that happened, he finally managed to jack off and got all the way. He was able to make that sticky stuff come out, and did it ever feel good.

He knew his pecker was starting to get hard, and he knew it would make his panties wet too. This problem was beginning to bug Kevin.

Sara kept the conversation going.

Sara: Did you ever see a real girl's tits?

Kevin: Sure lots times.

Sara: Where, and whose?

Kevin: I don't know whose.

Sara: Why not? If you ever seen tits for real on a girl, I think you would remember whose they were.

Kevin: I mean in pictures...

Sara: I mean for real tits on a for real girl?

Kevin: Was getting very nervous by now, and so was his pecker. He hung his head down, and didn't look at the girls when he spoke.

Kevin: No not on a real girl.

Sara: Do you want to?

Kevin: Want to what?

Sara: See real tits on real live girl?

Kevin: I don't know. Whose?

Jillian: Mine.

That statement took a while to sink into Kevin's mind. Once he regained thinking status, it occurred to him Jillian didn't have any tits, at least none that he knew about, at least it didn't look like she any way.

Kevin: You don't have any tits.

Jillian: Oh yes I do.

Sara: Yeah she does, she' starting to titty up, show him Jillian.

Jillian pushed her small chest out, and she pressed the material of the blouse inward and sure enough, out popped two small little points, only visible when the material of the blouse was pressed hard against them. She quickly added I don't have a bra yet, but Mom said I'm going to need one very soon.

Kevin noticed the small size and remarked, there hardly tits, there just points.

Jillian quickly added, there bigger than yours I bet.

Kevin had to concede that point.

Kevin: So why do you want to show me your little titties?

Sara: We want to make a deal.

That really got Kevin's attention. The light was beginning to dawn on him.

Kevin: What deal? What kind of a deal.

Sara: Jillian will show you her tits, if you pull your panties down.

When Kevin got his wits back, why should I pull my panties down, you know I'm a boy.

Sara: That's right, we know you're a boy, and we both want to see what a real boy looks like down there.

Kevin: So see your brother's thing down there.

Sara: No way, do we want to see that weirdo's boy thing.

Kevin: But why me?

Sara: Because your way cuter than Dave, and besides your almost a girl any way, and were all girls here now, right? And like I said before girls see each other down there lots of times. So if you want to be a real girl, show us what you look like down there.

Kevin needed time to think, his pecker was really acting up now, and he felt his pecker was starting to control his thinking. But what they wanted was pretty scary to him. On the other hand, to see tits on a real girl and not just a picture had a strange effect on him. It was like a magnet, real tits on a real live girl, but on the other hand, to pull his panties down and let these girls see his pecker, was pretty scary too. Besides it was getting hard and that would look very weird to the girls. He was trapped, now that the subject had come up, he really did want to see some real tits.

And another thought came to him, he knew his panties were getting wet, he knew enough now that it was pre-cum, and he didn't know how the girls would react to his wet panties, and the hard pecker. He needed time to think.

Sara was pushing for an answer, and so was Jillian.

Kevin had a thought, Jillian's tits weren't that big, he really wouldn't see much, actually he would be showing more than either of the girls. Maybe he could make a deal, and see both of their tits, then maybe that would be worth showing them his pecker.

He was about to suggest this, when Aunt Helen opened the door, and both Mom's were standing there. Both Mom's told the girls it was time to get ready for Aunt Mandy' party. Sara tried one more time to beg off and not have to wear that party dress. Aunt Helen said Oh! Sara you are so silly, come on you and Jillian get dressed.

Sara tried again. But Mom it looks so much like a little girls dress, and I am growing up now, her Mom said enough of that now, you girls go and get dressed, and I don't want any more argument from either one of you.

Kevin on the other hand was glad for the interruption, for one thing it got him out of a very tough spot, and he would have more time to think things through during the party. With the arrival of the two Moms he felt his pecker starting to return to normal. Then Mom said come on honey lets get that new party dress, I'm just dying to see how it looks on you, and I sure hope it fits right.

When Mom mentioned the new dress, Kevin realized he had forgotten about the dress, with the weird conversation that had taken place in this room just moments ago. But the excitement of the dress came back quickly now. But yet another delay came up, when Mom told him to go into the bathroom and freshen up before he got dressed.

He took off the sun dress and was just in his slip when he headed for the bathroom, on his return to the bedroom, he was confronted by Mom holding up the most beautiful dress he ever laid his eyes on. Not only was it soooo gorgeous, it was so girly looking. Kevin was shocked when he seen it.

He squealed in girlish fashion Oh thanks Mom, it's just right, I love it already! Oh thanks mom, thanks Mom, I love it, I love it, I love it, he sang in sing song fashion.

Mom told him to get dressed quickly because she had to get dressed too, and he would need some help getting dressed so they better get started.

Slipping off the slip, he wondered where the slip was for this dress was, then he stepped out his panties, normally he wouldn't take his panties off with Mom standing right there, but this was different, so he quickly slid them down and off. The panties Mom handed him nearly took his breath away. They were a light pink, and the material was new and different to him it felt so smooth; Kevin was so excited he just had to ask what they were made of. Mom said there satin honey, do you like them? I love them, He quickly slid them on. If he was excited by the way they felt when he touched them, when he slid them on, he nearly started to hyper ventilate, they just simply took his breath away. He had a sudden concern, that maybe these panties would make his pecker act up again, for the time being at least, every thing was under control.

He thought the panties were so cute and felt so good, he all but passed out when he saw the slip. A matching light pink, with a full bodice and lace around the top of the bodice, lace on the hem was also evident the wide shoulder straps had a generous amount of lace. The feeling of this delightful girlish garment put Kevin in a very girlish mood. The time with his cousins in this room just a few minutes ago, had taken the girlish mood out of him. But now he was rapidly feeling very girly again.

Next. A mind boggling petty coat, it slid over the slip down to his waist, with frills and frills and frills.

By this time he was so excited he couldn't stand still, he was jumping around so much Mom had to tell him to stand still, so she could help him with the dress.

He was facing Mom while she helped him into the dress, then told him to turn around so she could zip it up, and tie the bow, when he did; he nearly passed out when he saw himself in the mirror.

Now for the first time he got a really good look at the dress.

The dress back ground was soft pink, but the designs on it were so pretty, he just couldn't believe his eyes, the hem came down to about midway to his knees, it flared out so nice from the petticoat, what caught his attention was the little girls holding on to ribbons and dancing, what looked like they were dancing around a pole. This was the front, and same scene the girls dancing around a pole all around the hem. The girls were all dressed alike, they looked so cute, hanging on to the long ribbon, in their little cute dresses, and their little sashes flying out behind as they danced around the pole. He was so engrossed in the girls; he didn't see the other soft pink ribbons and lace. He just asked Mom what the girls were doing.

Mom said their dancing around a May Pole. Honey that's name of the dress the designer gave it, it's called the May Pole Dress, isn't it just the cutest thing you ever laid eyes on? Kevin had to agree with that.

He stepped in front of the mirror and did a little twirl the dress flared out just perfect, he couldn't help but do a couple of more twirls, Mom just sat back and smiled. And wondered why her son was so feminine. But there he was enjoying the new dress as much as any natural girl would, maybe even more she mused.

When he stopped twirling, he noticed the pink ribbons hanging from the waist line; they were about a half inch wide and just hung down about half way down the skirt. Butterflies flew around the whole dress in patterns. A wide frilly strap that was part of the dress came over the shoulders down to the waist. From the large Peter Pan collar was small pink bow. The sleeves were oversized puffs on the top, and had a band about midway; frills clasped the bottom of the sleeves to the arms. The dress seemed to be made of the same material as the panties and slip, it all felt so good, Kevin good not believe his good fortune to have such a pretty dress, he just new his dress would be the prettiest one at the party.

Next came the anklets, a white back ground and four rows of dark pink frills. Next the black Mary Jane shoes. Finally he was dressed, but instead of going right downstairs, he stayed and watched his mother get dressed. Mom let him watch her dress as long as he was in girl time, never when he was in boy time. Mothers just did not let their sons watch them get dressed. But it was always alright to let the daughters watch. So now that Kevin was Karen he had the privilege of watching Mom dress.

Mean while every one in the house was busy doing the same thing. Finally Mom was dressed and they headed down stairs. Kevin was the first one down, and watched Mom make her entrance. To Kevin he had the most beautiful Mom in the world, and she showed it as she came down the stairs and made her entrance into the living room.

The others present were all very pretty in their party dresses, every last one of them. Sara had a pretty dress on too, but the look on her face told the story, she was not a happy camper, and she looked like a fish out of water in the fancy party dress, Kevin almost felt sorry for her.

Grandpa refused to change his clothes and remained in his wheel chair off in some distant corner of the house.

Kevin and his cousins had all been warned not to sit on Grandpa's lap, because he hand roaming hands and the girls shouldn't be on his lap, and that included Kevin. So he kept his distance.

The party progressed as most parties go, with cake and ice cream and blowing out the candles, Aunt Mandy had trouble blowing out the candles, Because Aunt Helen had put on the kind you can't blow out, every one got a laugh out that.

Two incidents came up that got Kevin's attention.

The first was when ass hole in his suit and bow tie, looked absolutely ridiculous, he sauntered up to Kevin and said, hey little girly, how's your pecker hanging? He busted out laughing at his own cruel joke, Kevin tried to ignore him when ass hole saw Kevin was trying to ignore him, he added, "you little fairy your going to show me what's inside those faggot panties of yours before the day is over, bank on it. Faggot."

This did shake Kevin, but he tried to put it out of his mind.

About that time he spotted Sara and Jillian, Sara was leaning close to Jillian and talking in a very low tone, what bothered Kevin most they both were throwing quick glances over at Kevin, then they seemed to be staring at him. This shook Kevin even more.

He wondered what they were cooking up, they were definitely up to something, and the way they were staring at him, it would have something to do with him. Then it hit him like a freight train, it was the titty thing and his panties.

As those thoughts came rushing back he wanted to think on that some more, but he didn't have a chance, because Jillian came directly at him. Kevin asked Jillian what they were talking about; Jillian came up with a quick fib. She said they were talking about his hair, Kevin asked what about my hair. Oh Jillian replied, we just thought it would look nice if were in bunches like mine. Kevin had to admit he did think about putting his hair in bunches, so he said what about it?

Jillian said come up stairs and I'll do it for you. Kevin never had any one do his hair but Mom and lately he did it all him self. But he knew girls did each others hair lots of time, and he always thought that was such a girl thing he always wanted a girl to do his hair. The thoughts of his earlier time left him and he jumped at the chance to have a girl do his hair so he quickly accepted. Both girls hurriedly bounded up the stairs.

Seated in front of what used to be his mother's vanity he watched as Jillian pulled out the scrunchie, started to comb his pony tail out, she carefully split the two sides and tied a red bow tight against his head, then combed out the tail, next she did the other side, after combing out that side, and putting a couple of loving comb outs on both again. She said gees Kevin you have really nice hair for a boy, no wonder you make such a cute girl when you dress up like a girl. Thanks Jill was his reply.

About that time Aunt Helen stuck her head in the door and said Jillian honey I want you to change your dress if your leaving the party, no sense in getting it dirty for no reason, and Karen your Mom wants you to change too.

Ok both girls replied, Jillian took off for her room, and Kevin started to look through his suit case for something to wear. He didn't like to wear the same dress two times in a row. Mom knew this, and he soon found a white button down blouse, and a blue denim jumper. He knew to that the satin panties had to go, and stepped out them rather reluctantly, also the satin slip had to go too, the panties were replaced with a plain blue nylon pair, and a white full length cotton slip. Plain white socks, and his old Nikies, and he was ready for Jillian to return. Soon Jillian was knocking on his door and asking if he was decent before barging in.

Jillian was wearing a pair of old jeans, and sneakers, and Kevin thought she looked sexy even in that outfit. The thought occurred to him he never thought of Jillian as sexy before. Then he realized why he had this thought. She had on a tight rather plain "T" shirt, obviously a little small even for her, it did have a pink lacy border around the arm bottoms, the collar also had a tiny bow right in the center. The tight shirt was obviously used to pronounce the two tiny points that stuck out from her chest. Kevin quickly got the idea the shirt was for his benefit.

And it did have the desired effect Jillian was trying to obtain. She used every opportunity to exploit her new assets. And made sure Kevin got the best possible view. Both Jillian and Kevin seemed to be working in perfect harmony to give each other the benefit.

Sitting directly across from each other, Kevin on the vanity chair and Jillian on the bed, Kevin made sure he was sitting properly with his knees tightly together, they both started making some girl talk, Kevin got the feeling Jillian was waiting for something or some on, he soon proved himself right when in walked Sara.

Dressed back into her favorite jeans and a button down blouse. Kevin suddenly realized he was the only one in the room in a dress. But it wasn't the first time for that to happen.

Sara wasted no time in getting to the point.

Sara: So Kevin what have you decided, do you want to see Jillian's titties or not.

Kevin had no answer right then, but now that the subject came up again, he definitely thought he did want to see them after all. Sara wasn't wasting any time to get an answer, she said again, well what is it, do you want to see her titties or not?

Kevin had given this some thought during the party, and realized he was the key to this whole deal, after all it was Sara that brought the whole thing up in the first place, and it was them that wanted to look at him down there. He realized he had the bargaining chip, not them, and decided to play his cards just right.

He said maybe.

Sara: What do you mean maybe?

Kevin: Well it's not fair if Jillian has to show hers, and me pull my panties down, and you get to see me and Jillian, and you don't do nothing.

Sara: So what's the big deal there? I've seen Jillian's little titties lots of times, that's no big deal.

Kevin: Maybe so but you still get to see me for free. And that's not going to happen.

Sara hadn't planned on this turn of events and was stumped, but just for a second.

Sara: So what's that supposed to mean.

Kevin: Ok here's the deal, You leave the room and Jillian shows me her titties and I'll pull my panties down and she can see me down there, but you have to be out of the room.

Sara was in spot now, it seemed like Kevin had turned the tables on her. The whole thing was her idea in the first place. Now Kevin wanted her out of the deal altogether.

Silence filled the room, while this situation was being thought out by all three parties.

Finally Sara said, so what?

Kevin: Here's so what, if you want to see me down there you have to do something too.

Sara: Oh yeah! Like what?

This whole conversation was giving them each problems in their panties, Kevin was having boy problems in his panties, and each of the girls were having girl problems in their panties at the same time.

Now both wanted this whole thing to come to the right conclusion before the situation got out of control.

Sara: Your darn sure not going to see me down there!

Kevin said ok, then out of the room and me and Jillian will do it.

Sara: Ok, ok, I'll let you see my titties too, but no touching, absolutely no touching.

Kevin gave it some thought.

Kevin: That's not good enough.

Sara: Why?

Kevin: Because I never saw a real girl down there either.

Both girls said in unison, you're not going to see me down there.

Kevin said ok fine then the deals off, and started for the stairs. The girls said wait, wait a minute. Sara told Jillian to step out side the room for a minute; she wanted to talk to her.

Kevin agreed to that, he had them now, he had turned the tables and he was pretty proud of him self for it. He knew it was the girls that wanted to see his pecker the most, although he wanted to see their titties too, he had the key, and smiled to himself as he realized the key was his pecker, and not their titties like they tried to make him think.

Outside in the hall Sara was thinking hard, she had planned this day ever since she knew they would all be here for Aunt Mandy's party. She had never really seen a real boy down there in all her 15 years. Some of her friends at school had, those that had brothers, and she had to admit some of those brothers were hunks, and she would have liked to see what they had between their legs.

Her brother David was no hunk, pudgy and arrogant she had no desire so see any of him down there or no where. Her only chance was now and with Kevin, he was certainly cute and certainly not a hunk, but he was boy, and did have a pecker, and he was her only hope for right now. But she did have another problem too. First of all she didn't want any boy seeing her down there, but the real problem for now was, she was right in the middle of her period, and showing would be impossible. Her only chance was her kid sister, to make this thing work she had to convince Jillian to let him see her down there, that was her only chance now.

Now she was almost begging Jillian to lower her panties and she would show him her titties, but no touching.

Kevin thought they were in the hall a long time, and they were it took a lot of convincing to get Jillian to agree. But she too had the uncontrollable urge to see Kevin down there too.

Mean while Kevin was having serious problems in his panties.

Finally they both came back in.

Sara; Ok here's the deal, you pull your panties down so we can have a good look at you down there, and I'll show you my titties, and Jillian will pull her panties down and you see both of us real good too.

Kevin didn't have to give that much thought, and quickly agreed.

Sara: Ok let's do it.

Sara started to unbutton her blouse; Jillian unfastened her jeans, while Kevin stood up and slowly began to raise the hem of his dress.

Jillian was the first to get her jeans down to reveal a light pair of plain brief panties, Sara was still fooling around with the buttons of her blouse, Kevin had the hem and his fingers on the waist band of the panties. Sara now had her blouse off and was unfastening her bra. Jillian was the slowest and seemed frozen, and not moving. Kevin started to pull his panties down. Finally Jillian got moving and was pulling her panties down.

Kevin didn't know where to look next; he was absolutely mesmerized by the sight of the two girls taking their clothes off.

Finally Sara had her bra off, and Kevin found himself staring at his first pair of real live tits. Her eyes were on Kevin as he lowered his panties, they weren't down very far when his little pecker sprang into view. Sara's eyes widened as she stared at her first look at a boys thing. Jillian was frozen and staring too. She saw Kevin looking at her, and realized the dead silence in the room, Kevin had to tell her to pull her panties down some more, she responded in automatic, not actually knowing what she was doing, she was caught up in looking at Kevin's boy thing.

She wanted to ask why it was sticking straight out like that, but her mouth was to dry to speak.

Sara was staring at his cock too, she knew that was what boy's things did when they got around girls, some of her girl friends had told her their brother's cock got hard lots of times. Sara remembered asking her friend Lisa if they were that way all the time, Lisa laughed and said of course not silly, there soft most of the time, then Sara asked another question, how did the boys make them hard and then soft, Lisa said how do I know? You have a brother ask him. It was Lisa that told her boys could make stuff come out of their cocks too.

Sara asked how do they do that? Lisa said they pump on them and then the stuff comes out.

Sara remembered after talking to Lisa, as she laid in bed that night and thought boys could really do some really wild things with their cocks. She wondered what it would be like having a thing like that hanging between her legs.

Of course Sara didn't realize it, but she was getting what is known to girls as cock envy.

Sara had no intention of asking her ass hole brother any such question, but staring at Kevin's hard cock, she thought about asking him how he made it hard and soft, but her mouth was to dry to talk

She knew Cock's is what boys called their things; she also knew they got hard when they were around girls. But she wasn't about to tell Jillian just yet, Sara had the split second thought about asking Kevin to make the stuff come out, but she was to mesmerized at the site, and was having trouble just breathing let alone talking, so she just stared.

Finally Jillian's was in full view, and Kevin saw his first girl part, he just stared, his body would do no other function.

Next he took in Sara in all her top nakedness, the two titties to Kevin they were absolutely beautiful, and he wished fervently he could have titties just like Sara's, he finally found the word's to tell her so. She could only blush a bright red.

He again turned his attention back to Jillian, she noticed him looking at her down there, and was embarrassed at his staring. Kevin was drinking it in to the fullest, his very first look at a girl's part down there. The smoothness and what seemed like graceful lines that made what looked like two lips, Kevin was transfixed at what he was looking at.

All three took a long hard look at each other. Even Jillian looked over to her big sister and asked her if her titties would be as nice as hers, Sara responded of course sis, they will be just as nice. Then Sara added I bet our little Cousin here wish's he could have titties too, don't you Kev? He could only nod a feeble yes.

Kevin told Jillian to raise her shirt up so he could see her titties too. With a slow movement which it was obvious to the other two present that Jillian was quite shy at showing her budding titties, now she stood there with her jeans and panties down, and shirt up around her neck. And Kevin seemed to be frozen in one position, just staring at the sight in front of his eyes. His two girl cousins, Sara with her two firm mounds sticking straight ahead so firm and yet so soft, Jillian's two little points with the nipples sticking straight out, just like Sara's nipples were.

Sara asked the question again, so Kev did you ever wear a bra? He couldn't answer while he was standing there holding the hem of his dress up and his panties down around his ankles.

He began to pull his panties back into place and lower his dress, both girls pulled them selves back together at the same time. The tension seemed to just leave the room as soon as they got back to normal dress.

The question was still hanging, would he like to wear a bra and Kevin gave the same answer as before. Sara asked, would you like to try one on.

Kevin: What do you mean?

Sara: I have an extra bra with me here; if you want I'll let you try it on.

It took Kevin a minute to comprehend that statement. Finally he could resist no more and said yeah.

Sara left the room to get the bra, and it was just Kevin and Jillian, they were still staring at the floor when Sara came back.

She handed Kevin the bra the very first bra he ever touched, and the problem in his panties was returning with a vengeance.

Sara said go head take your blouse off and we'll help you put it on. Kevin slipped off the straps of the jumper, and unbuttoned the blouse and took it off, and slid the straps of the slip off his shoulders.

Sara wrapped the bra around his chest and told him to slip his arms in, Jillian was staring hard too, she knew very soon she would be doing the very same thing; Sara hooked the two hooks on the back, and adjusted the straps to fit. Then she told Kevin to strike some poses with the bra. Kevin made some feeble attempts, and finally Jillian said he needs some cleavage, Kevin had no idea how they would get him some cleavage. Sara had the answer immediately,

Sara came up with two pairs of socks and stuffed them in Kevin's bra, that's better exclaimed Jillian. Sara told Kevin to put his blouse back on and the straps to the jumper and then strike some more poses for them. By this time Kevin was all too willing.

Kevin realized he was playing a game all girls love to play, "dress up" Kevin felt like he was in girl heaven.

Kevin was having a ball posing and looking at himself in the mirror, his chest had bumps and it did make the jumper look so much more girly. The girls too were having the time of their lives dressing up their boy cousin. It was a blast playing dress up with a boy.

They were oblivious to time, till Aunt Helen burst through the door, she took one look around and asked what was going on, the girls said they were just playing dress up with Kevin. Aunt Helen said come on girls its time to head for home we have a two hour drive ahead us and I don't like to drive in the dark, so get a move on so we can get started.

They went down stairs to say there good byes, and soon they were gone. But just before they left ass hole tried to get the last word in. He leaned over to Kevin and said. "It ain't over yet fairy boy, there'll be a next time, and you better be ready to get those girly panties off and I mean off and quick when I say so"

Kevin whispered back "fuck off ass hole"

As soon as the house settled down Kevin went back up stairs and into his room. Laying down on the bed he relaxed and began to think of the events of the day, especially the last few hours. It certainly was a surprise to learn that real girls had a sense of curiosity too when it came to boys. A small bit of guilt came over him as he remembered what he did, lifting the hem of his dress and pulling down his panties so Sara and Jillian could see him down there, but he got his looks in too.

He was lying on his back facing the vanity mirror, his legs slightly apart and the blue panties were plainly visible, almost immediately the stirring in his panties started again, it was only a short time and his hand was rubbing the panties, his little pecker didn't need much encouragement at this point, especially after the events of the after noon.

He quickly removed the panties and pulled the dress up to his waist, he stared at his hard pecker and the thought came back to him, how Jillian had looked down there, she was so smooth and the two little lips were so enticing. Sara's titties had a strange fascination for him too, how he wished he could have titties, the little points of Jillian's titties gave him a pang of jealously as he knew it wouldn't be long and she would have titties just like Sara's. He also knew he would never have those on him, and he hated being a boy.

He decided to take a look at his nipples and to see if there was any likeness to Jillian's tiny little tits.

After removing his blouse and making the examination, he was only disappointed, and put the blouse back on.

Kevin's Pecker grew in his hand and he was making an up and motion before he actually realized what he was doing, but it was to late and the next thing he knew he was squirting his stuff all over him self.

Making a mad dash for the bathroom he quickly cleaned him self up, and quickly put the panties back on, it was then he spotted something sticking out from under the bed, it looked familiar, and reached down to pick it up, to his surprise it was the bra Sara had given him to try on. She accidentally left it behind, what luck that was. With out hesitation he had his blouse and jumper and slip off and found himself in a major struggle to get the bra on.

Placing his arms through the straps was no problem, hooking the straps in back was a near impossible task, it took several attempts and his arms got very tired several times for the contortions he put himself through, finally after several agonizing tries he got it fastened.

Being so very proud of himself he struck a few poses in front of the vanity mirror. But something was missing, of course, stupid, he smiled at the thought of calling him self stupid, he needed what did Sara call it, he thought for a minute, and then word came to him, cleavage, yeah that was it cleavage, he needed some cleavage, he remembered Sara had put some socks inside the bra to fill them out. Finding a couple pair he filled out his bra.

Striking various poses in front of the mirror and admiring him, he noticed a stirring in his panties again, his hand unconsciously went to his crotch and started rubbing, his other hand roaming over the bra. He was in girl heaven again for the second time that day.

Just then the door opened and in walked Mom. She was surprised to see her son posing in front of the mirror in just panties, and where did that bra come from?

Both were startled at first, but Kevin was the first to regain his composure, Hi Mom was his first response. Hi honey was Mom's reply. Where did you get the bra?

Kevin: Sara left it here.

Mom: Why did she leave her bra in your room?

Kevin: We were playing dress up and she had this extra one with her, so she let me try it on.

I never had one on before, and I wanted to know how it felt.

That seemed to satisfy Mom for now, but later on more questions would come to her mind, and she surely would have to ask Kevin about this curious dress up game. She was well aware that girls often play dress up, she was also vary much aware of what other little games they led too.

She stood there looking at Kevin, and finally said, well honey lets see how it looks on you, Kevin went back into his posing routine again for Mom's benefit, she said very nice honey. Kevin was having a blast posing for Mom in just his panties and bra.

Mom left with no further question. Kevin relaxed because he didn't want to get into a conversation with Mom about just what went on with the bra thing.

Now considerably more relaxed he laid back down the bed, the next thing he knew Mom was waking him, and telling him supper was ready, and for him to get freshened up and come down stairs for supper. Also to take the bra off and put his blouse and jumper back on.

Kevin figured he should let the bra episode slide by and not to mention it, because he didn't want the conversation to go some place he felt it should not go.

Finally supper over and Kevin decided to do some coloring in the Barbie coloring book that some how got left here from some previous visit.

Finally it was time to get ready for bed, he really needed a long hot bubble bath, but that luxury was not here, so he had to settle for a good long hot shower.

He went down stairs in a long cotton night gown with plenty of ruffles and Bunny slippers. The evening was uneventful while watching TV with Grandma and Aunt Mandy, and the next thing he knew Mom was waking him up and they both headed for Kevin's bedroom. Mom tucked him in and kissed him good night. He lay there for a few minutes, then got up and with more struggles he had the bra back on. Filling the cups again with socks he laid back down in bed, this time on his stomach and the bra and it fillers felt so good pressing against his chest.

The next thing he was conscious of Mom was waking him again, and said come on sleepy head its time to rise and shine.

She noticed the bra and the cleavage and said, "My my you have grown up over night. Mom said with a little smile on her face then she added there'll be no wearing that bra today, and to hurry and get ready for breakfast and church.

When he got up from the bed to go to the bathroom there was that darn sticky mess in his panties again.

It must have been that dream he had, when he was in the showers at school with a bunch of girls and they were all giggling and talking about their titties, and the best part of the whole dream was he was girl too, with pert little titties just like the other girls.

While putting on fresh panties Kevin knew he was going to have to have one of those talks with Mom, Mom always called them girl talks. Yeah, that's for sure I'm going to have some girl talk with Mom as soon as I get the chance. But first the fresh panties as he knew he would be having breakfast in his nightie.