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Mom? Could I have girl time all this weekend? - Chapter 1
The Pirates had already scored 3 runs to Kevin’s team 1 the Tigers, Kevin had not yet got his turn to play, and it was the 8th inning, he knew he would eventually get to play because it was League rules every one had a chance to play for a period of time.
Finally Coach Barns called for Kevin.
Kevin took his short stop position, the pitch went to the batter, and the batter hit a hot grounder right to Kevin, He put every thing he had into catching the ball, but it went right between his legs. The runner that was on 3rd base scored, and that made the score 4 to 1, favor the Pirates. Kevin recovered the ball and made a feeble throw to home plate.
The throw was way late, a few feet wide of the catcher, and several feet short.
Boo’s rang from the crowd, and few plays later the Tigers were at bat.
Kevin stepped to the plate determined to bring in the 2 runners on 2nd and third base. Strike one the ump yelled, strike 2 the ump yelled, and finally strike 3 rang across the field.
Kevin’s team members gave him a hard time and accused him of loosing the game for them, even though he had been responsible only for allowing the last run. He caught the brunt of his team mates wrath. Then the often time repeated taunts that he thru a ball like a girl.
On the drive home Kevin was near tears, and mom thought it best to let him sort things out for him self.
Kevin felt deep inside even at the age of 11 he felt very deeply he was a failure as a boy. He just could not do the things well that most boys did, like play baseball for instance.
It seemed so very complicated how mom had under very strict rules let him wear girls clothes, when he was in a dress he felt so much more comfortable and a peace came over him, that he felt at no other time.
Kevin loved his wardrobe of dresses, slips, panties, and night wear.
Mom seemed to encourage him in these girl activities, and never pushed or forced him, even grandma and aunt Mandy had seen him in dresses. Then the day came when Mrs. Tanner had given him his piano lesson in a dress.
As they drove home mom wanted to know if he wanted a root beer float, a very definite favorite of his, but he was so down he refused the offer.
Finally as they pulled into the driveway Kevin asked mom, “Can I ask you a question?”
“Sure,” mom said, “Ask away.”
“Mom? Could I have girl time all this weekend?”
Mom asked back, “Do you mean you want to be Karen for the weekend?”
“Yes Mom, that’s what I mean for the whole weekend!”
“Well honey, if that’s what you want it’s fine with me.”
Kevin was feeling better already.
Now finally home it was time to put the miserable ball game behind him, and start being Karen. Kevin had learned the exquisite feeling of a bubble bath it had had become a preliminary necessity to his girl time. Mom had introduced him to this very girlish thing two years ago, and now before every girl time he took a long luxurious bubble bath.
Mom had drawn the bath for him and he stepped into the tub and relaxed, Oh it felt so good, the preliminary shower had washed off the dirt and grime of the ball field. And now the hot water and bubbles would soak into his body and weird as it sounded to him, the feeling made him feel so girlish.
As he leaned back and relaxed he wondered what dress mom would layout for him, he liked it this way, although he could choose his own dress if he wanted to, but it was more fun when mom chose his dress. It was a surprise when he walked in to his room and saw the dress lying on the bed. Often times he would let out a little girlish squeal of delight when he saw what he would be wearing.
Kevin had been in the tub over 30 minutes by now and Mom came in and told him he better get out now and get dressed as the water had cooled down considerably. Mom helped him out and gave him a long towel to wrap around himself. Mom had shown him the proper girl way to put the towel on, high up on his chest because Mom said girls had to cover their top too. Kevin was aware he didn’t have those girl things on his chest, but it was what girls had to do, so he did it that way too.
Slipping on the pink Kitty slippers he almost ran into his room he was so happy to get into something more comfortable, like a pretty dress. There lying on the bed was the black and white poke-a-dot dress one of his favorites. Still with the towel on, he opened the panty drawer, Hmm he mused as he tried to decide just what panties would be just right under that dress.
Picking up several and putting them back in the drawer he finally decided on a black pair with some frills around the legs, and waistband, they were of the hip hugger cut. Removing the towel he stepped into his panties, oh! The feeling of those nylon panties felt soooo good. Next he had to decide on just the right slip, again after taking several off the rack from his dress and slip closet and slipping them on, he loved the feeling of the nylon sliding down his body, he decided on a off color white.
With just the slip and panties on he stood in front of the full length mirror, and twisted and turned just to see the movement of the slip on him, and it felt soooo good too!
Next was the dress, he made sure the back zipper was all the way down, and like Mom had taught him, he slipped his arms in the sleeves, then raised his arms over his head, and let the dress slide into position. For the hundredth time he tried to zip the dress all the way up, but only managed to get it part way. Well, he mused Mom would have to help him with the wide belt that tied in to a large bow in the back any way, so she would zip it up for him.
The half round collar trimmed in black, and the full skirt would flare a just a little when he turned fast enough, and of course he loved to do that. The black and white polka-a-dot belt that was permanently attached made the large bow in back.
Next was socks and shoes. A pair of anklets was his choice, they had four rows of frills around the tops, the socks were white, the edges of the frills were black a perfect match to the black and white poke a dot dress. Along with the black Mary Jane shoes, standing in front of the mirror even with the dress only partially zipped up, and the belt hanging down, he twirled just to feel the dress move, then did a curtsey.
Kevin liked to curtsey to because he knew only girls did that, and he loved being a girl in his girl time. Next was the hair. Long hair on boys was coming back into vogue, and he and Mom quickly adopted the style. Sitting in front of the mirror he brushed his long blonde hair, stroking the strands several times, His hair was a topic he loved and hated at the same time, although several boys had long hair, his attracted attention because it was so soft, and he did have a full head of thick blond hair.
He hated being teased by the boys because it looked like girls hair, and he hated being teased by the girls because they said they wished they had such lovely hair like his. But deep down he loved being envied by the girls, because he knew some teased him because they wished they had such nice hair.
Kevin loved his long blond hair, and took the teasing because he loved it so much. He wanted to have the front cut into bangs, because all the girls had bangs, and it looked so nice with their long Pony Tails. But that was out of the question because he wasn’t really a girl, but a boy after all, and boys just did not have bangs. Now in front of his vanity mirror he expertly pulled the hair into a perfect Pony Tail and tied a black scrunchy into place.
It was time to go down stairs, and have a nice girl evening with Mom as Karen. Kevin started for the door and down the stairs, when it suddenly dawned on him he should have a necklace on to accent the white wide half round collar trimmed in black. A heart shaped pendant on a thin gold chain looked just right. Bounding down the stairs he relished the breeze that slightly lifted the skirt, and made the slip brush his legs.
Skipping into the living room where Mom was, he asked Mom to zip up the back, and tie the bow for him. Mom asked him to turn around, he made the turn around fast just to feel the movement of the dress.
“Well,” mom said, “I see your ready for a fun girl weekend, and Karen I must say you do look lovely today Honey.”
“Thanks Mom,” was Kevin’s reply.
Karen was the name both Kevin and Mom chose when he was in girl time. It converted so easily from Kevin.
Then Mom added, “That dress looks so good on you, I think many girls would like to look as pretty as you in that dress.”
Karen’s reaction was a deep blush. Then Mom had a great idea, “Lets go to ‘Long John Slivers’ with the A&W Root Beer for supper.”
That sounded good, but Kevin had a concern, the only time he had ever been out the house in a dress, was just on the front porch, never in public. Kevin said, “OK Mom, but just through the ‘Drive Through’.”
“Why?” Mom asked, “You look absolutely stunning, nobody would ever now you’re a boy. Honey you make a very pretty girl, you should get out now and then, it will make you feel good, to know your such a pretty girl.”
It took some convincing but Mom won out, the promise of a root beer float, was all the convincing he needed. And they were headed for the car. Kevin had several urges to tell Mom he changed his mind about going in to ‘Long Johns’, but decided he would try it just this once and prayed there wouldn’t be any one there that would recognize him.
Once in the Mall Kevin thought they would go straight to Long Johns, but Mom made a detour, Kevin asked Mom about the detour.
“Honey,” Mom said, “if your going to be a girl, you need to learn to carry a purse.”
This took Kevin by surprise, as he never gave a purse the slightest thought, it took a moment for that idea to sink in. Inside K Mart they headed straight for the purses. Mom took what seemed like a long time to finally pick one out, all the time explaining how important it was to have just the right purse for they way you were dressed, if you had a dress or slacks or what ever, the purse should always match your outfit.
When she got down to finally making a selection of one or two, she said I guess black would look good with the black poke dots on your dress. Then handing the purse to Kevin she showed him how to slip the strap over the shoulder and place his hands on the purse, then had him walk up and down the aisle to see how it looked, all the time adding little bits of instructions on carrying the purse.
Kevin took it to so very natural, it actually stunned Mom. Several other customers were watching, as they were sure here was a mom buying her daughters first purse, the smiles Kevin and mom received were warm and friendly.
At the check out counter Kevin held his newest girl possession with pride, Mom had him place it on the counter and open it, and gave him instructions on how to place it on the counter and open it in a very feminine fashion.
The clerk smiled at Kevin and asked, “Is this your first purse honey?”
Kevin was to shocked to answer, and Mom smiled and said, “Yes.”
The clerk smiled again and said, “You have a lovely daughter.”
“Thank you,” Mom said.
Kevin was still trying to recover from the clerks statement when they left the store.
At last Kevin thought they were going to eat, but Mom had one more stop. The nail salon had a sign that said walk ins welcome, no appointments necessary. Mom gave the girl instructions on what she wanted for her daughter. The technician commented on this being the first time for her to have her nails done, mom said yes.
Being referred to as “her” by a total stranger shocked Kevin again. Extensions were put on and the brightest red color Kevin had ever seen was applied. As the technician worked Mom and her struck up a conversation.
The first question she asked is, “What’s your name honey?”
“Karen,” was Kevin’s reply.
“Oh that is such a pretty name,” was her reply.
The Conversation centered around ‘her’ first purse, and how striking the bright red nails would stand out against the black purse. The tech. Also made the comment more than once that her daughter was so pretty, both Mom and Kevin would smile at each other when she said that.
By this time both mother and daughter were starving, so into Long Johns they went. However before they ordered both had a pressing need. As they were heading for the rest rooms when it dawned on Kevin where they were going he suddenly stopped, balking at the idea of going into the ladies room.
“But Mom, I was never in a ladies room.”
Mom laughed and said, “Well honey there’s always a first time and this is your first time now.”
Kevin was still holding back, and Mom said, “Honey if you want to go into the boy’s room wearing that dress, go ahead.”
Taking Kevin’s hand Mom led him into his first ladies room. Each choosing a stall they went in, Kevin knew very well how to go when wearing a dress, when both emerged, Mom went to the table and laid her purse on It, telling Kevin to do the same. Then having him open the purse she gave him some money to put into it explaining you can pay for our meal.
This was all a very big first for Kevin, when they ordered and it came time to pay Kevin opened his new purse displaying the bright red nails, and in feminine grace completed the purchase. The clerk smiled at Kevin and remarked on such beautiful nails, even Kevin noticed how the red nails looked against the black purse, and was amused at how they looked as the nails moved to complete the task.
While eating, Mom reminded Kevin what was ahead for the weekend. First thing was his piano lesson in the morning then they would be going to grandma’s for Aunt Mandy’’ birthday party.
While eating Kevin noticed a couple of girls looking at him, and when he smiled back one smiled back, Kevin thought they were pretty too. But he noticed they were not wearing dresses they had on jeans. They kept looking at him and giggling, and the giggling began to make Kevin nervous. He tried to keep from looking back, but couldn’t help wondering what they were giggling about. Finally their mother made them stop, but not before giving Kevin a very severe stare. He had no idea what the problem was, and mom was facing the opposite way so she had no idea what was happening.
It was about this time Kevin noticed a boy who was sitting diagonally across from him also staring at him, and he to was smiling. This whole situation was starting to really bug Kevin and he was getting the feeling that the girls and the boy were beginning to see he was a boy in dress, and Kevin was getting very nervous.
Mom noticed his nervousness and asked what was the matter. Kevin told mom about the situation, and mom said she had no idea what was going on, and fell silent on the subject, then after several minutes she had an idea.
“Kevin!” she asked, “Do you have your knees together?”
This was an on going problem with him so the idea just popped into mom’s head. Kevin suddenly realized his legs were wide apart, and just as suddenly slammed them together. At the same time his faced turned beat red and mom got the message at the same time.
She scolded him saying how many times have I told you to keep your knees together, so you don’t show the whole world your panties. Kevin was in state of embarrassment and it was telling on his face. He had shown the whole world his panties, and was humiliated by the realization. As he slammed his legs together he also slid over in the seat while pulling the dress as far down his legs as he could.
The girls started giggling out loud again and the boy smiled. His smile seemed to say thanks girly I enjoyed the view. Kevin suggested they get out of there as soon as possible.
It wasn’t till later Kevin suddenly realized the look up his dress he had given the girls and the boy, it dawned on him the black panties really stood out against his white slip. His face turned crimson again at the thought.
Kevin knew about the plans for the weekend when he had asked mom to have girl time all weekend, but with the miserable day at the ball game he had forgot all about the big weekend plans.
This was some concern to him, as Mrs. Tanner had seen him in a dress only once or twice, Kevin was concerned about it now, and Grandma and even Aunt Mandy had seen him in a dress, it was always hard for Kevin to present himself in front of them wearing a dress. Mrs. Tanner always said he played the piano better when he wore a dress, and Grandma and Aunt Mandy seemed to enjoy having a girl around for a change.
But he still had that weird feeling. The conversation took a turn when Mom said, “Honey I think you need a couple more things to be the pretty young lady your turning out to be.”
“What’s that?” Kevin asked.
Mom just smiled and said, “After were finished here you’ll see.”
Soon they were done eating and walking down the mall, Kevin was very definitely enjoying his girl clothes and people looking at them and smiling. They did make a pretty scene walking in the mall together, here was a attractive mother with her pretty daughter out shopping and enjoying it.
The surprise was in the women’s accessory shop, and Mom began sorting through the earrings, Kevin wondered if he was going to get his ears pierced because he knew pierced ears were the thing for girls. Boys to had pierced ears, but usually only one ear for boys.
As it turned out that was not for today, and Mom selected about six pairs of clip-ON’s for Kevin, and before they left Mom opened one package, and had Kevin stand there while she clipped a pair of large hoop earrings to his ears. This was very new to him and it excited him to move his head so he could feel the earrings move.
Then mom saw some very nice girls wallets, and told Kevin he needed a wallet to carry his money in his purse, they purchased a red wallet, with a change pocket and places for pictures. Also added to the purchase was a package of scrunchies of different colors, white, red, black, gold, and green. A hair clip was also added. Kevin knew what that was for, it would keep his hair from falling forward when it wasn’t in a pony tail.
At home at last it was late evening and Kevin had a good shower and changed into a long nightgown with lots of lace and ruffles. Mom changed to and they enjoyed the evening watching TV, and having girl talk, both in their nighties. Mostly about Saturday and Sunday activities, his piano lesson and the weekend at Grandmas.
Kevin slept well looking forward to the next two days as Karen.